(6) | 600 days |

HELLO

Okay so I went out on a little date with my school clique and they're the sweetest girls ever! We took neoprints, had korean bbq, and did massive (and yet excruciating) window shopping.

We even met loads of my other school friends at town and it was so awkward. I missed my dear friends so much, and it definitely was refreshing to meet them again after a month of meeting tlist. My dear friends have yet again, brought light into my life again, and discarding the dullness I was feeling over the course of this holiday. Plus,
I even got to be a demon for a day, how exciting
! Aw my friends are the cutest ever and after today, I've realized how much I'm actually missing out on my personal life, and outside kpop. Maybe going on my hiatus wouldn't be that overbearing with these angels around! I also got to know them even more and in depth, while sharing what we've been doing over these 4 weeks (which practically equated to nothing ha ha ha). We've also made deals on what we're going to do after O's (i.e dyeing our hair right after our last paper, discussing on which polys we're going to visit, RED CAMP, going to korea maybe?)

I realized how fun blogging is, sharing some random and stupid parts of my life with everyone. I can't take extraordinary photos for nuts, so this..... can't be my photo diary or some sort, but I'll try to beef my photos up! 

Since I'm going on a hiatus, I wouldn't know what's going on in the fandom, so no fansite goods, no pictures, no nothing for about half a year? I'm actually planning to snap up as many goods as possible now (cries I would have so much money that's saved up next year during my hiatus). 

♡ HAPPY 600 DAYS TO MY DEAREST EXO ♡ It's also their premiere of EXO's Showtime! Oh gosh that show is embarrassing me. ////They///// are embarrassing. I'm actually undergoing second-hand embarrassment for them. But nevertheless, I love all 12 of them, especially my puppy full of sunshine. 

Alright, enough of my rattling, I'll share some of our neoprints with you! xoxo

my personal favourite ♡

Aren't we adorable? HAHA and lastly here's an exo ot12 picture to commemerate #600DaysWithEXO!

aren't they lovely?

(5) change

Hi there

There have been lots of things on my mind lately, and the word 'change' is seemingly evident in most of my thoughts nowadays. I think that my previous post was a little....... uncalled for, and I blamed others without thinking through everything properly and basically, just acted on impulse by posting it.

I definitely have changed over the years, be it physically or mentally. I don't know whether I have changed for the better or not, but I hope I did? I know that I may have offended or have been rude to some people but it's really not intentional!!!!! My sense of humour has sorta died too, together with my sec 2 self and now I'm awkward and humour-less. So if I have appeared as a mean person, please don't get mad with me, I'm trying to alter my attitude to be nicer towards others! Instead, subtly let me know about it, because I wouldn't be aware of these little things, and I wouldn't want to lose any more of the people I hold dear.

I hope that I would be able to become more mature next year, since I'm turning 16 in a few months time. I do hope that my relationships to close ones would also improve as I change for the better. Recently, I've been enlightened by many sources, to be nicer towards others and to mend the relationships that I have broken. There is this inkling in my gut to go with what my heart says- the be the mature one in most events.

I wouldn't exactly talk about how I've changed physically, because I simply don't know HAHA but for one, I know that I look better without my glasses and braces now, that's all I can say about being proud of my current appearance!!

Alright I guess this.....is.....it? This is so awkward but happy birthday to the one and only birthday boy, 박찬열 <333333333333