(4) defying gravity

Hey there!!
Well, I've just gotten my results back after a gruelling week-long of anticipation and living in fear that I would retain or go for study camp. Guess what. I've been promoted to Sec 4 Exp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you have any idea of how happy I was, I nearly burst out into tears and immediately when school was over, I fished out my phone and told my mum the great news. I honestly didn't expect myself to get through this exam so smoothly, and I anticipated attending study camp, at the very least, and paying the principal yet another visit. It was a horrible day for me as well, because most of my friends and classmates were in despair and in tears. They either were forced to drop a crucial subject or to painfully retain for another year, and some of which were the friends that I actually had forged good friendships with, and now, these friendships are slowly going to slip out of my grip once again. But on the bright side, all my friends had made it to Sec 4, and I think that this is really important for us because who would want to lose a friend just like that? Although I had worked very hard for this exam, I think that it still isn't enough for o's next year and I may have to go on a hiatus next year sobs although I really don't want to, I mean I would miss exo like crazy.
So, what I'm actually trying to get out of my parents is an iphone 5, kmw tickets, and probably letting me return to dance, just for the holiday (I need my cool muscles backkkk). I hope I'll successfully get them, since I've been craving for them and some of them were actually my goals for this exam! For the entire day, ever since the teacher popped into my class to read out the names that had to see the principal, till now, all I can feel is being on cloud nine and slowly drifting into my halcyon days, where I can busk in the glory of my achievements this time round, I can even feel myself floating in the air at times! Well since I'm going to be enjoying a well-deserved break this holiday, I would be continuing my fic from where I left it last year. I don't even know whether I can still remember the storyline and plot that I had thought of last year, and whether I would even have the motivation to write the fic but oh well, people have feedbacked to me saying that my forward sounds pretty good so I think that I would build my story up from there, I suppose. If you guys actually want to read it, well I'll put the link of the link down below at the end of this post so happy reading~!
Well, this is all I have for today, but really, I would like to thank god for blessing me with the ability and clarity of the mind to execute this exam well, after all the prayers and begging that I did. Luckily, I made it through and it still feels so surreal, I can't stop emphasizing on how unbelievable it is; a miracle it is, indeed.

xoxo


p.s. the link to my fic!!!! it's called en pointe and enjoy reading it! http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/280247

(3) post exam fun

Hello!!
Wow it's been such a long time since I've blogged and I'm pretty glad to be back here, on my computer and being (temporarily) free from all the stress I got from the exams that had just ended yesterday. Ever since I got banned from my computer and ipod, i thought that my life was going to be boring and tiresome with just my phone, but I obviously thought wrong since I got to concentrate and focus better without so much of these distractions around me, and I even went on an extremely reluctant hiatus on twitter and luckily exo had not many schedules during that period when I was busy mugging so I didn't actually miss out much. But, whenever I got onto twitter, which wasn't very often, I was glad to see the gleeful face of my biases, especially the one that always seemed to cheer me up whenever I was down and really stressed up (whispers byun baekhyun) and I'm actually really thankful towards my biases for smiling and keeping me happy and satisfied with those angelic grins, and towards the friends that I've made online as well like my darlings unbaekable5, sheerong you idiot, e(w)ileen, and the others! I'm really grateful towards these external sources of encouragement during this hard period of the year, and I hope that they'll continue to stay with me till next year till my o'sssss.
Now that my exams are finally over, after a three-week-long-ful of torment, an excessive intake of caffeine, a lack of sleep and crazy hours of tuitions, I can relax and play till there's no tomorrow, which means that I can finally catch up on all the good dramas and running man episodes that my mum has been trying to tempt me with. And what's more is that I can go out whenever I want and I'm no longer grounded anymore. But all this doesn't feel right, like as if exams aren't even over, and this is what keeps me awake at night, even though I'm exhausted and all the fatigue and illnesses are finally crashing down on me. What I really hope is that I'll be able to do better than mid-years, and hopefully, not retain.
There are many and countless rewards that I would want for myself if I were to do well for my exams this time round. Namely, a new ipod touch (I tell you, the new ios7 is beautiful and I can't wait to get my hands on them), a new phone (probably an s4 or iphone5 I don't know)\, to be able to go back to dance this holiday and get my muscles back, more clothes, and to be able to start on my fic which I have put on hold ever since a year ago (so please anticipate it) and many more which I haven't actually decided on yet.
So I hope that the rest of the week would be able to fully energize me and prep me for my results that I'm getting back next week, and headstart that's going to be starting soon. JDEIJFERWOGR WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE hahahaahahahahahaha so this is it and I'll leave you with some baek

an idiot, i swear

xoxo