Wow it's been such a long time since I've blogged and I'm pretty glad to be back here, on my computer and being (temporarily) free from all the stress I got from the exams that had just ended yesterday. Ever since I got banned from my computer and ipod, i thought that my life was going to be boring and tiresome with just my phone, but I obviously thought wrong since I got to concentrate and focus better without so much of these distractions around me, and I even went on an extremely reluctant hiatus on twitter and luckily exo had not many schedules during that period when I was busy mugging so I didn't actually miss out much. But, whenever I got onto twitter, which wasn't very often, I was glad to see the gleeful face of my biases, especially the one that always seemed to cheer me up whenever I was down and really stressed up (whispers byun baekhyun) and I'm actually really thankful towards my biases for smiling and keeping me happy and satisfied with those angelic grins, and towards the friends that I've made online as well like my darlings unbaekable5, sheerong you idiot, e(w)ileen, and the others! I'm really grateful towards these external sources of encouragement during this hard period of the year, and I hope that they'll continue to stay with me till next year till my o'sssss.
Now that my exams are finally over, after a three-week-long-ful of torment, an excessive intake of caffeine, a lack of sleep and crazy hours of tuitions, I can relax and play till there's no tomorrow, which means that I can finally catch up on all the good dramas and running man episodes that my mum has been trying to tempt me with. And what's more is that I can go out whenever I want and I'm no longer grounded anymore. But all this doesn't feel right, like as if exams aren't even over, and this is what keeps me awake at night, even though I'm exhausted and all the fatigue and illnesses are finally crashing down on me. What I really hope is that I'll be able to do better than mid-years, and hopefully, not retain.
There are many and countless rewards that I would want for myself if I were to do well for my exams this time round. Namely, a new ipod touch (I tell you, the new ios7 is beautiful and I can't wait to get my hands on them), a new phone (probably an s4 or iphone5 I don't know)\, to be able to go back to dance this holiday and get my muscles back, more clothes, and to be able to start on my fic which I have put on hold ever since a year ago (so please anticipate it) and many more which I haven't actually decided on yet.
So I hope that the rest of the week would be able to fully energize me and prep me for my results that I'm getting back next week, and headstart that's going to be starting soon. JDEIJFERWOGR WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE hahahaahahahahahaha so this is it and I'll leave you with some baek
an idiot, i swear
xoxo
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