ラジカル: (12) Christmas Eve

HELLO ELLO

Firstly, Merry Christmas (Eve)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, I had the pleasure to meet up with sheerong and karlyn today although, it was short-lived. It was really great to see char (gawd it still sounds weird when I call you that) again after a long, long time and for talking so much on whatsapp on twitter, and karlyn after like what, 5 days??? sheerong and I had planned for this day, weeks ago and honestly, I was really really really really excited about meeting up with her and getting to spend time with her face to face instead of through a phone! But unfortunately, we had to cancel out plans because I was needed at some family carnival cycling thing at ECP so i had to leave 2 hours after meeting up with her and karlyn. I was only starting to warm up to them when I had to leave and it was anti-climax,if you ask me.

No neoprints were taken today and sheerong was really happy about it, considering that she doesn't like these kinds of things. Man, I thought that it would be some sort of an accomplishment that I would get when we took neoprints but there was only one machine and the people before us took a million years to actually leave, so we gave up :-(

I would also like to take this opportunity to talk about sheerong. Well, I've known her for almost a year now, and I don't regret this past year one bit! She's helped me through my tough times to the best of her ability and it warms my heart to see all this effort that she's putting into our friendship! I'm not even ashamed to say this here because I've told her this many times on several occasions already and I've even told my mom that sheerong's my best friend and that she means a great deal to me, almost as much as how my ex-best friend did. It took quite a while for the both of us to crack our hard shells and to finally open up to each other, and I'm actually quite relieved that I've told her most of the things about myself and my personal life, that I don't really tell anyone (only a few special people know these things hehehehe). She can read me like an open book now, which is scarily awesome, because I forgot how it's like.....to have such a friend, present in my life and whenever I'm in this state, well...... bad things happen. I hope that nothing goes wrong in our friendship because I'm planning on keeping it as strong as I can, even though the both of us would be really busy next year. Charmaine is definitely a friend to keep and is a person that I can safely say that I'll be keeping close to my heart! A precaution though, once I've let you in, you can't really escape any more HAHAHAHA I'm joking! She's one that can understand my delusional love for my biases and even plays along with me, which nobody actually does with me. Our inside jokes are terrible and they make me cringe so badly but they're evidence of our beautiful friendship, nevertheless. Age is just a number. Although I'm a year older than her, I'm not any more matured than she is!!!! But I wouldn't let our age difference get in the way of our growing friendship, though it may seem weird. She helps me cut down on my cursing and scolds me whenever I do :-( And have I ever mentioned how cute she is??? She told me about her dream about exo and teeth and that was probably one of the best things I've heard today HAHA, and her eyes really pretty (I can't stop staring at them whenever I'm with her to be honest and I'm not sounding creepy am I, yes...no......) She's also unbelievably sweet, understanding and caring. She made me sob so hard that day from all the things that she told me about and how much I meant to her. It's hard to come by friends or even acquaintances that have the same kind of mindset as you do, or even think the way that you do, and by that my friends, I'm talking about sheerong and I. And yes, in case of you're wondering, I'm boasting about our friendship no matter how embarrassing this is, but this is just how much I treasure her and out relationship as best friends! The only thing that I'm lacking is height and brains. SO, I want to wish you a merry christmas, sheerong, for being there for me and for playing a big part in my life, especially over this holiday! I'm so glad to have met you and you actually know how much I love you right! Thanks for putting up with my """"jongin''''' nonsense and my fluff although you don't do fluff. Thanks for always thinking of me wherever you go HAHAHA and be careful of the keychain ok! Even though you may think that you're insignificant to me, you're wrong, you mean so much more than you'll ever know! Stay up with me more often whenever you can and we can go high and delulu again sometime! Merry Christmas my dear "annoying whiny koala" and I love you! ♡♡♡ See you next week! Wow, that was a lengthy paragraph but I'll post today's pictures to make up for it! ♡